The Science Poem ;)

Thou are part for the science stream?

Trust me my pity is more then it seems

While you learn about acids and molecular matter

Me and Chris standing by both doubled in laughter

Remember that Youlin's still hiding from you

While you're asking her stuff you're too stupid to do

Chemistry seems like another disaster

Put in a catalyst so it'll boil away faster

Why when its biology nobody asks Simba?

The stuff on the trip, come on you rememberr ;)

Grasping some quick notes shouting out chemicals

Learning the parts of a mans,,,teste-teste testicles?

'The what? Oesophagus? And the er er the uvula!!"

"Everyone chill but I think we lost Julia!!"

A Literature Rant

My brains at ease now. Severly at ease. Sometimes this happens. my head feels so relaxed and i can't really concentrate. I'm listening to smother me by the used. 

So i feel like i can stop studying but if i break it down im not too prepared. But if i force myself nothings gonna go in my head so i see no more point

I know the plot of village by the sea... But I havent read it but i know if they ask me character questions i  can do it. Im pretty good at breaking down characters and figuring out what their about. I read summary notes on taming of the shrew and I have a few quotes written down but not all memorized. But once again, if they ask about the marraiges and katherina and petwuchio i can totally handle it. katherinas speech has me a little stumped but i peform better if i just let the words flow out on the paper instead of over thinking. i dont have critics but i'll get tht in the morning. i actually studied the short stories so im cool. poems all i've done is read when we two parted and la belle dame sans merci. so im doing un seen. obviuosly. I forgot how i even used to study for poems previously. so im gonna do the unseen poem and im sure it'll be ok.i did well in assessments didnt i?

but i cant force myself to study more then the little tht i've already done or else it will be useless. the best i can do for myself is to relax and get sleep. thats the most i can mke of things right now and so i've concluded it. i feel confident actually,,,,,i must come across as pretty lazy but im nto making excuses or anything like tht. its just tht im not conventional in they way i think or do things, conventional ppl are gonna be reading this and saying wth shes so lazyy or something like tht. honestly i cant get my brain to do anymore. forcing something doesnt work out. it'll break haha

and now im explaining village by the sea to eric . thts studying ok!!

Cardboard Box Dreams and Baby Im Trying ;)

The exam week seems to stretchh onn and onn

since arts there my weeks the longest

im exhausted i wait for the weekend so i can finally catch up on sleep but even tht doesnt happen

so lemme think the weekdays i get 3hrs maximum sleep,,,including naps in the afternoon at chris's house and the art room

then in the weekends i get maybe,,,,7hrs which still isnt enuff right??!!

my brain moves and works weirdly

the main reason i stay up so late is cause my mind needs to relax for a while n it takes me 10minutes to figure out how to relax

then i do it for an hour

if i didnt have all these breaks then i could get more sleep

but less would go in my head so anything works i guess

napping at chris's place today

id read a few lines of half brothers n next thing i know im dreaming about cardboard boxess

then chris hits me n i wake up,,she says i was drooling n then she goes MICHAAELLL!!

since the summer i've been with chris so much

i went to her place at least once a week for a night or two in the summer

and we talked about crap

im  a regular at her place we chill and relax and go grocery shopping and be weird

the guard knows me really well lol

and we just chill,,,discuss how everything changed

and how pink sayfol looks frm her place

how we can hear the primary kids up in her room in the 15th floor

im not kidding we can hear them shouting AHHHHHHHHH

and miss kay on the mic PLS LINNEEE UPPP

and i can practically see whos who frm way up there

today school was deserted by 3'o'clock and thts messed up

empty and weird

i cant wait for lit n physics to be over

i have thursday and friday off so im finally gonna get all the sleep i could ever want

i'll be knocked out for hours i know it

back to studying

must start on village by the sea

yawn

hopefully be done in 2-3hrs cause i read slow

another all night study session

im getting used to it

its relaxing almost

if not for the impeding clock

thst a bit of a pain.....